Stop teasing at my cutie mushroom head.
Its. Omma lila styleee!
🍄🍄🍄🍄🍄🍄🍄🍄🍄🍄🍄🍄🍄
Hermm
I wonder. Why people are acting like so shock seeing my new hairstyle?
Weirdd??!
Lol. This is my 2nd time doing the almost same hairstyle. Hermmm.
nvmm..i'm lovin it :P
Weirdd??!
Lol. This is my 2nd time doing the almost same hairstyle. Hermmm.
nvmm..i'm lovin it :P
Mushroom head
So my new life starts on with a brand new hair style.
A mushroom head. Lol.
Ya. Some one called it 'Xiao dong gu' Hahaha. Actually i quite like the name.
How was it actualyy.
Right now Im feeling good with my hair la.
Its basically a bit of curled in with my fringe.
I purposely wanna do so. So it will be something different compare to the past.
Haha.
I think im quite daring in trying a new style.
Herm. Should be that way right.
Otherwise. life is so boring man.!
Haha. Ok. My family says that. Im like a cartoon. A doll.And laughed ofcause. Thought of sunny lim. He called me china doll in the past. Ok
Some say cute and ofcause i got a negative comment also. Till now theres one la. From Jerome. Lol.
So he said its cacat.
so now i got what mier meant on that day.haha
Haha. Ok. I dont really mind la. I dont give a damn. Haha.
But like what Joe said. What for to comment negative things on others picha. maybe its not a matter when u commenting on your close friend.
I mean. Maybe i can tolerate. But someone else outside would have a heartbreak on that. But nevermind. Im stil ok with it la. I understood that there is
always yin and yang.
There is always good and bad in everything. Just learn to tolerate la. Haha.
Everyone has their own perception what. anyway..still thanks for his honesty .Haha.
Herm. People asked. Not dyinng your hair
Hermm. Im not thinking to dye my hair right now. Its my style!! Wow. Sounds so fashionista. Hahaha. Ya la. Here is some picha of myself after a haircut.
A mushroom head. Lol.
Ya. Some one called it 'Xiao dong gu' Hahaha. Actually i quite like the name.
How was it actualyy.
Right now Im feeling good with my hair la.
Its basically a bit of curled in with my fringe.
I purposely wanna do so. So it will be something different compare to the past.
Haha.
I think im quite daring in trying a new style.
Herm. Should be that way right.
Otherwise. life is so boring man.!
Haha. Ok. My family says that. Im like a cartoon. A doll.And laughed ofcause. Thought of sunny lim. He called me china doll in the past. Ok
Some say cute and ofcause i got a negative comment also. Till now theres one la. From Jerome. Lol.
So he said its cacat.
so now i got what mier meant on that day.haha
Haha. Ok. I dont really mind la. I dont give a damn. Haha.
But like what Joe said. What for to comment negative things on others picha. maybe its not a matter when u commenting on your close friend.
I mean. Maybe i can tolerate. But someone else outside would have a heartbreak on that. But nevermind. Im stil ok with it la. I understood that there is
always yin and yang.
There is always good and bad in everything. Just learn to tolerate la. Haha.
Everyone has their own perception what. anyway..still thanks for his honesty .Haha.
Herm. People asked. Not dyinng your hair
Hermm. Im not thinking to dye my hair right now. Its my style!! Wow. Sounds so fashionista. Hahaha. Ya la. Here is some picha of myself after a haircut.
after SPM 4/12 - 10/12
basically i swam almost everyday after SPM. thought off losing weight for atleast 1.5kg before my singapore trip.ok.
i dont really lose kg but maybe gramsss.i dunno..now looks even fatter than before maybe because
my shoulder had grow broader after a week of swimming. BABU.sad
8/12 saturdae
i slept to 2pm this day. quite moody actually after my mum's terrible nags.so i slept half of my day..
then pack all books out of my cabinet..i have 9 big packs of bookssss.OMG.
went for a wedding dinner at night..
LOL.i was introduced to my parents' friend's son.
he was 18 and im 17.
then i forgot his name.lol. we both quite shy actually.
a tall guy..i guess he is as tall as lee zhan liang and kero ba..
mama: eh, the boy's eyes same as yours hor..small small one.
so i just gave her a look. thats all.haha.
9/12 sundae
erm..i was told by dex that the Taylor's open day was on 8 and 9.
so i went. to register for January intake.
the fees was 13k per sem. omg..after that was 14k.so i have 3 sems here.
its already about 40k..just for my college education.bubu.
paid for the first sem.
they actually look at my forecast result to see the qualification..
i choosed the BIO SCIENCE course. i dunno if ii have choose the wrong course for myself.
but nvm..since i had registered for it.lol..
so i took my trials for them. my trialssss...SUCKSSS.
then the vice principle asked.
: where is your forecast result..i was like harhh? neh.
lol...so basically forecast is not trial larhhh..
many of us misunderstood that..
forecast result is something that teacher draft for us base on our trials result..
so normally it would be better than your trial result..
stupid....so many of us never got the forecast result...
bubu..its Liyana ma...nvm.. so i drafted my own forecast.so i have to go back to SMKKB when the scholl reopen to get my forecast result and hand it to taylor..
if my result not qualify.
then they will return my 13k gua... and wait for the actual SPM result..bubu
im in TAYLOR'S COLLEGE SRI HARTAMAS.
my mum actually wanna let me go to the taylor's in lakeside..where dexter's college.
but unfortunately..there got no alevel...just diploma and degree...bubu
so i pray hard for the better gred Liyana will draft for me.
namonamonamonamo.
so i'll start school on 14th of january..dex was on 21..haha..
i dunno its bad or what..ahaha..
then went to visit a cancerous aunty......to give her motivation..
then to dinner..bla bla bla
then to the dog breeder's house..cause we want to have one in the house.
after chelle's death..i was so boring to the max at home.ya i have sean ..i played with him too...
but i just cant hug him and kiss him...and he was damn strong. one push i can falll..bubu
looking for a red brown poodle.. the breeder thought us a lot about looking at a good breed dog and stuffss..i think he was quite trustable la..
ya..paid for the deposit. its a red brown poodle..a good breed one.
erm..it will be smaller size compare to chelle.
we let him look at chelle's photo..
he say this dog..having short leg and a long body right...base on his 20 years of breeding..
he say my chelle is not a pure poodle..maybe mixed with maltese..
thats why she have white fur on thr chest, big round eyes and straight hair.
ok..so he say..most of the pet shop..they usually like to get those dogs with not a better breed. and have no license..so the breeders would sell to them in a cheaper price like rm700 then they will put on rak with a price of maybe 1800.
erm..for me..this is so black hearted..
but have a little consideration that..they have to pay for the rent also la..dunno la.
end of the day.
10/12
went o mum's office to help for the annual dinner for her company.
basucally i helped to do typing and organising stuffs..
erm..people call a little manager..
hermm.
then my mum say..
regret of letting u go for january intake..should ask u to help me.
lol..i was like..u dont tell earlierrrr?
i wanna go for january intake is because i have nothing to do..too boring.bubu..
but oso better to take january intake better than the aprill one.. if i was in for the aprill intake..then i have to rush for 3 months syllabus..lol.A levell..its not that easy lorhh.
ok..nick and yew shen was here today ( my mum's parter's sons)..so maybe i wont be that boring here. but also a bit shy looking at them..we have not seeing each other for like years..
ok..two really gentlemen..they keep serving us..
ok..yew shen thought im younger than him..haha..so he asked for my age and i say.
17..two months more to 18..he was like wow.
haha..i llok that young hurhh..?! haha...
so took pichax and my mum say..take yew shen as my temporary boyfriend.hermm..i was like why not nick..he was 20 ma..older than me ma...yew shen....16..erm..nvm..have fun..
took pichaxx...
lol. then nick and shen back and aunt shirley, mum, uncle ricky and me continue to KL..music night. to 2pm.back bath and sleep..
end of the dayy..bubu..
MAMA. Song Joong Ki & G-Dragon
GD's rap:
Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the show. Hey mama, I am the one and only G to the D, man they fake. Flyest of them all, over head on your feet. I flip it all the way, with or without the beat. I'm wild and I'm young, they old and obsolete. Why ya so damn serious? Got ya girl delirious. I'm only 25 and I've got the world so curious. Is it 'cos my style and my flow's mysterious? King with the aces, I'm the best.
They clone me, they phony, cheesy like macaroni...The blueprint, the original, you a sketch of the old me, Trendsetter, been better, style's never for free, Your MAMA's in Hong Kong, begin the ceremony!
我年輕氣盛 狂放不羁
而他們早已落伍 為何總是對我如此叩嚴苛?
因為你們的女人都在為我而瘋狂嗎?
僅僅25歲 但全世界都在用好奇的眼神盯着我
是因為我的風格抑或我所帶動的神秘潮流?
我是王牌中的王牌 老子就是最強的！
他們模仿我 就是個假貨 簡直有够吵的
直接拿原版拿來複製吧！但你模仿的頂多就是我的曾經！
你最好拿出點有意義的東西！擁有自己獨特的風格從來沒有那麼簡單
YO！MAMA in HONGKONG！讓我們開始這場盛典吧！
我的女人們！尖叫起來！
; OMG! GD.& Joong Ki ..you both are so charmingggggg!
刘大便
大便人！
忍无可忍。
正中大便人。
；你可不可以戴耳机？ （ 我很有礼貌地问）
；我不要。你不要听你自己戴耳机啦！
； 我不要听。我要读书。你戴啦。（我还是很有礼貌）
；我不要啊！
我忍！越想越不爽。钱我妈帮你给。本来就只有一个人。好心给你来。你是什么态度！你以为你是谁。没有脑！
忍不住。他妈的。根本背不到。他妈的。我就换位子咯。换取饭厅。吃大便。越开越大声。吃大便。去看原来没把门关好。去关。很不爽。碰门很大力。他妈的。还是那么大声。本来是属于我的时间。钱我给。不是我应该又有实权咩？
这么多年。用在你身上的钱有多少。我妈好心。大家都在忍。我好心。有时候真的像一粒给你飞上去。他妈的。你以为你是谁。你不是有一次给整班BOYCOTT。现在还死过那时候的你。我真的没见过那么贱的男人。他妈的。我一直在忍。
你讲的你做的。有多难听难看. 你有多不尊重我。
你就很自恋的以为我喜欢你。我呸！
说我打你小报告。我就是要让你妈知道你到底应不应该这样。 那么多年。我忍。我重来不做到那么小人。我就是要做一次卑鄙人。对你我就不应该在那么好心了。他妈的。我一直都想别人家的事。他妈的。连你妈管不住你。目中无人。你真的以为你是谁啊？
一直都是你妈和我妈很好。你妈很好。我尊重他。怎么会有这样的孩子。
你妈管教我们很好。你身为儿子。却一直在羞辱。他妈的
每天拿自己父母的离婚当作是借口。不孝子。
17岁。这样的ACT。
我看你以后真么生存。
外面有多少的是非。你不懂。可悲。
直以为是的理论。去死的歪理.
慶幸我還不是心盲的 。
喜歡了很多年。又怎樣。以為我還不知道你還做了什麼。大便人。！
別講到自己好像很可憐。
我沒接受是我一生中做了最對的選擇。！
劉大便！
忍无可忍。
正中大便人。
；你可不可以戴耳机？ （ 我很有礼貌地问）
；我不要。你不要听你自己戴耳机啦！
； 我不要听。我要读书。你戴啦。（我还是很有礼貌）
；我不要啊！
我忍！越想越不爽。钱我妈帮你给。本来就只有一个人。好心给你来。你是什么态度！你以为你是谁。没有脑！
忍不住。他妈的。根本背不到。他妈的。我就换位子咯。换取饭厅。吃大便。越开越大声。吃大便。去看原来没把门关好。去关。很不爽。碰门很大力。他妈的。还是那么大声。本来是属于我的时间。钱我给。不是我应该又有实权咩？
这么多年。用在你身上的钱有多少。我妈好心。大家都在忍。我好心。有时候真的像一粒给你飞上去。他妈的。你以为你是谁。你不是有一次给整班BOYCOTT。现在还死过那时候的你。我真的没见过那么贱的男人。他妈的。我一直在忍。
你讲的你做的。有多难听难看. 你有多不尊重我。
你就很自恋的以为我喜欢你。我呸！
说我打你小报告。我就是要让你妈知道你到底应不应该这样。 那么多年。我忍。我重来不做到那么小人。我就是要做一次卑鄙人。对你我就不应该在那么好心了。他妈的。我一直都想别人家的事。他妈的。连你妈管不住你。目中无人。你真的以为你是谁啊？
一直都是你妈和我妈很好。你妈很好。我尊重他。怎么会有这样的孩子。
你妈管教我们很好。你身为儿子。却一直在羞辱。他妈的
每天拿自己父母的离婚当作是借口。不孝子。
17岁。这样的ACT。
我看你以后真么生存。
外面有多少的是非。你不懂。可悲。
直以为是的理论。去死的歪理.
慶幸我還不是心盲的 。
喜歡了很多年。又怎樣。以為我還不知道你還做了什麼。大便人。！
別講到自己好像很可憐。
我沒接受是我一生中做了最對的選擇。！
劉大便！
She is home.
Babe. Yuli dreamed of u last night.
U went home. With your bell ringing. She saw u went up to the stairs.
Jiejie also heard the sound of your bell
Do U really came home ?
Dont worry. Sean still here. He is still here to protect us. He is doing his job very well. I love you. Babe ❤
U went home. With your bell ringing. She saw u went up to the stairs.
Jiejie also heard the sound of your bell
Do U really came home ?
Dont worry. Sean still here. He is still here to protect us. He is doing his job very well. I love you. Babe ❤
End of chapter.
; Chelle chelle
; Michelle Lim
; 小朋友 ， 小孩子 ，QiaoQiao , Baby , Chellebaby , ChelleBaobei ,Galgal , Ahbe
; Female
; Black miniature poodle
; 3 and the 8 months old
; uterus infection
; 09.02.09 - 19.10.12(10：58 am)
; Michelle Lim
; 小朋友 ， 小孩子 ，QiaoQiao , Baby , Chellebaby , ChelleBaobei ,Galgal , Ahbe
; Female
; Black miniature poodle
; 3 and the 8 months old
; uterus infection
; 09.02.09 - 19.10.12(10：58 am)
林米小。
家裡很靜。
少了她真的很靜。
沒有了吊啷的聲音，
沒有了玩具的yinyo聲
沒有了逗她的聲
很多都沒了。
早上還沒去學校前就去親她。看她睡覺的樣子。拿水給她喝。
放學回家。第一件事就是去找她。
晚上臨睡前，確定她睡好。幫她蓋被。我才安心去睡。
早上還沒去學校前就去親她。看她睡覺的樣子。拿水給她喝。
放學回家。第一件事就是去找她。
晚上臨睡前，確定她睡好。幫她蓋被。我才安心去睡。
一直很習慣性的去逗她。
這一秒是想要去找他，下一秒才想起她已經不在。
那種感受。啊啊啊啊！
每天放學。她搖著尾巴，跟著我。一定要我抱她才甘願。
放學回到家。补完習。整個臉都是她的口水。
她最喜歡一直kiss我。
跟她玩捉迷藏。
幫她按摩。然後她的舌頭就會伸出來。好像很舒服的樣子。
撫摸她。
幫她洗澡。
咬她的小耳朵。
咬她的舌頭。
輕輕咩鼻子。
在她打瞌睡的時候伸手進她的嘴動她的舌頭。
我彈琴她就在鋼琴旁睡著
我小便她就把頭伸進來看我在做什麼。
半夜爬上床睡在我腳上
咬著玩具去我身旁吵醒我。要我陪她玩。
月經後的兩個月
荷爾蒙不平衡。整天以為自己生了孩子。
每天都在找他的玩具。當成是他的孩子。
去哪裡都帶著。
半夜看不見她的‘孩子’會一直在找。每次都是我起身幫他找。
他才睡得安心。
有時候大家都醒了，只剩她還在賴在床上。
我就會把它搖醒
要搖很久她才會起床。第一件事就是伸懶腰
第二就是親我。
她不會獨自一個。除非我們都不在家
不然你去哪裡她就跟去哪裡。
我媽不讓她上床玩。
她就是很喜歡上床跟我們玩。
所以他一聽見我媽的腳步。
就啾一聲跑下床。
然後以無辜的眼神看著我媽媽。
怕我媽媽罵她。
有一次我睡不醒。鬧鐘一直在响。
她就睡在我旁邊。
他用她的小手拍我的腳叫我醒來。
然後自己繼續睡。
他很聽話。很活潑。
看到陌生人會吠到很兇
但卻怕打雷炮仗聲。
下雨就快快跑去你腳下。
有時候他在睡覺。叫他過來。
他會很不甘願。
但是你兇一點看著她。她就會乖乖過來。過後很快就走掉了。
但她做錯時。罵他打他。他不敢看著你的眼神。乖乖的坐住。
然後就去親回你要你原諒她。你親回後又變回去那個鬼樣了。可愛到。
她有時候睡覺還會发夢。會突然吠。但其實看他的時候她還在睡。
她來月經。沒有幫她穿尿片就不敢走來走去。
她真的很乖。。很乖。。很乖。。
我最親愛的妹妹。
還有很多我們共同的回憶。很多很多。
幾乎在家裡我都是一直在接觸她。
所以真的很不習慣。一直想去抱她。轉頭看才記得她的離開。
很想念她的味道。
叔叔阿姨們都說你很乖呀。
叔叔阿姨們都說你很乖呀。
小小。怎麼你不舒服了那麼久。都沒告訴姐姐一聲你痛
你一定是很痛很痛了堅持不了所以以為我們沒看見你。你就離開。
我們都在還外面都沒離開你。只是你看不見。
在你還在被搶救時。我和媽媽在呼喚你。。你沒聽見嗎？
媽媽都崩潰了。
媽媽都崩潰了。
你怎麼心跳就不跳一下。你都還沒開始做手術呢。
你就這樣子就離開了。整個過程就都不超過5分鐘。
姐姐爸爸哥哥全部都趕過來看你了。你知道嗎？
我抱著你。等侯你的棺材送來。抱了好幾個小時。你的身體都僵硬了。
我一直在等奇蹟。想看到你的身體有起伏的現象。
還是沒有。
你開始硬了。躺在我懷裡。
路過的人都說你很漂亮。
路過的人都說你很漂亮。
終於把你放進了棺材裡。我真的很不捨得你就這樣走了。。才剛要滿4歲
你好年輕。
對不起。如果我們懂多一點。你就不會有這樣的病痛了。
真的很對不起。
哭太多。頭很痛。
回家沖涼後去睡覺。
睡不著。整個腦都是你。
好不容易睡了。
我心跳突然跳很快。好像她平時玩樂後的那種心跳。
很快很快。我好像感覺到你。
還是你附在我身上了。
真的。真的有那麼一刻。我真覺得你在靠著我的胸膛。
可是很快。心跳太快了吧。被嚇醒了。
又回到現實了。只睡了半個小時吧。
也不知道是不是真的有睡到。
睡不回了。
那感覺好真實。或許別人會覺得很荒繆。
可是我確實感覺得到了。
哭太多。頭很痛。
回家沖涼後去睡覺。
睡不著。整個腦都是你。
好不容易睡了。
我心跳突然跳很快。好像她平時玩樂後的那種心跳。
很快很快。我好像感覺到你。
還是你附在我身上了。
真的。真的有那麼一刻。我真覺得你在靠著我的胸膛。
可是很快。心跳太快了吧。被嚇醒了。
又回到現實了。只睡了半個小時吧。
也不知道是不是真的有睡到。
睡不回了。
那感覺好真實。或許別人會覺得很荒繆。
可是我確實感覺得到了。
小小。
你乖。。辛苦了。
別再那麼辛苦了。
下世投胎做人吧。
我知道你很不捨得。卻堅持不了
不要緊。小小。
辛苦了。明明很痛卻要做出很開心的樣子。
是因為不要讓我們擔心吧？
在這少過4年裡。你真的帶了很多歡樂給我們。
謝謝。謝謝。小小。
你乖。乖。
一路好走。不要走失了。
我愛你。
姐姐愛你丫～愛你丫～～～
你喜歡我用高音調這麼跟你說。
姐姐愛你丫～。
我最愛的妹妹。
chelle chelle give me hand.
one hand, twohand.
goodgirl.muacks..
好好照顧自己啊。
我最疼的妹妹。
chelle chelle give me hand.
one hand, twohand.
goodgirl.muacks..
好好照顧自己啊。
我最疼的妹妹。
再見了。：）
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