Kang Gary

On September 21, Leessang‘s Gary made a brief and yet very important announcement on his twitter, “I am going to stop appearing in variety shows to focus more on running Leessang Company and music performances. I would like to apologize for the lack of previous signs or warnings. I am really sorry.”

On the same day, members of MBC “Infinity Challenge” notified fans and viewers that “Super 7 Concert,” which was originally scheduled on November 24 and 25, has been cancelled on the official website of Leessang company. Members of “Infinity Challenge” wrote, “We failed to realize the bigger and more important things because we were all consumed by the idea of quality. Our lack of experience ended up disappointing and confusing so many of you, who has been supporting us for so long. We would like to deeply and sincerely apologize.” They added, “We decided last night that it is the best not to go with an idea that makes our dear viewers feel uncomfortable.”

Along with the cancellation of “Super 7 Concert” and Gary’s resignation from variety shows, Gil also posted a long apology letter online taking full responsibilities regarding “Super 7 Concert” issue and resigning from “Infinity Challenge.

kang gary. my favourite in RUNNINGMAN 
i like to see him in the show.

but why he has to leave.
actually i had the intuition that he will be leaving but ofcause i dont hope so.
very sad when i got the news.

miracle please ~~
all the best to you gary.
all the best to leessang.

咬舌自尽的狗

有一次，帶家裏的狗看醫師，坐上一輛計程車。

由於狗咳嗽得很厲害，吸引了司機的注意，反身問我：「狗感冒了嗎？」

「是呀！從昨晚就咳個不停，」我說。

司機突然長嘆一聲：「唉！咳得和人一模一樣呀！」

話匣子一打開，司機說了一個養狗的痛苦經驗：

很多年前，他養了一條大狼狗，長得太大了，食量非常驚人，加上吠聲奇大，吵得人不能安寧

有一天覺得負擔太重，不想養了。

他把狼狗放在布袋裏，載出去放生，為了怕牠跑回家，特地開車開了一百多公里，放到中部的深山。

放了狗，他加速逃回家，狼狗在後面追了幾公里就消失了。

經過一個星期，一天半夜聽到有人用力敲門，開門一看，原來是那隻大狼狗回來了

形容枯槁、極為狼狽，顯然是經過長時間的奔跑和尋找。

計程車司機雖然十分訝異，但是他二話不說，又從家裏拿出布袋，把狼狗裝入布袋，再次帶去放生

這一次，他從北宜公路狂奔到宜蘭，一路聽到狼狗低聲號哭的聲音。

到宜蘭山區，把布袋打開，發現滿布袋都是血，血，還繼續從狼狗的嘴角流淌出來。

他把狗嘴拉開，發現狼狗的舌頭斷成兩截。

原來，狼狗咬舌自盡了。

司機說完這個故事，車裏陷入極深的靜默，我從照後鏡裏看到司機那通紅的眼睛。

經過一會兒，他才說：

「我每次看到別人的狗，都會想到我那一隻咬舌自盡的狗，這件事會使我痛苦一輩子

我真不是人呀！我比一隻狗還不如呀！」

聽著司機的故事，我眼前浮現

那隻狼狗在原野、在高山、在城鎮、在郊野奔馳的景象，牠為了回家尋找主人

奔跑百里，不知經歷過多麼大的痛苦，好不容易回到家門，主人不但不開門，連一句安慰的話也沒有，立刻被送去拋棄

對一隻有志氣有感情的狗是多麼大的打擊呀！

與其再度被無情無義的人拋棄，不如自求解脫。

司機說，他把狼狗厚葬，時常去燒香祭拜，也難以消除內心的愧悔，所以他發願，要常對養狗的人講這個故事，勸大家要愛家中的狗，希望這可以消除他的一些罪業

心情

心情还是超级沉重。
一篇像是 ＜ 救助犬最后的遗言＞ 的文章 可以影响我整天的心情。
通常这样子的时候我是还满情绪化的。
喜欢喜欢就跟你讲话。
不喜欢就会把你搁在一边。
没有啦。就
我需要时间去调理一下我的心情。
又有很多话想写
但是又很懒去写。
现在都半夜了。 下雨天。好睡。
晚安。
那个眼睛哭料又给我揉到肿肿。
惨了明天。眼睛一定小到没有人要。！

<救助犬最後的遗言＞

读者里的篇章
题目： 救助犬最後的遗言

感性的的一面很不小心流露了出来
本来掩盖得很好。
最后还是被几多人发现一下
然后AMELIA就先问我

＂婉铮，你做么...＂
（我就快快抢先一步快点讲了先）
＂我看这个看到要哭死了啦！！！＂
PEINI 很好笑。她讲＂YUR。婉铮你很可爱叻！＂ （有MEH？！）
＂看什么给我看！＂
＂等一下，我看完先＂

哭哭哭哭完料。给他们看。调整心情。
然后就忘了。本来要回家看15分钟关于那个篇章的影片。结果也忘了。
啊！哪里知道看到CHEEYEN 分享了那片影片。
想到要回家才看。还是
忍不住。在PAPARICH快点开来看。
熱淚不受控制，结果就在那边哭。
可以想像别人看我的眼光。
可是我真的忍不住。
看了兩三次都還是會哭。
明天眼睛一定会很小很小。

花這15分鐘的時間。看看這個短片

*真人真事，並無虛構成分。

請珍惜家裡。身邊的狗狗。

請用接下來的時間來給它們的生活更有點意義。

主人開心 ， 狗狗也會開心。

格萊特走了 ， 但他的忠誠與感動 ， 永遠地留給了主人，野口利男 ， 也留給了我們。

倘問世間忠誠為何物 ， 且想一想 ，

天堂裡的格萊特。

謝謝你。 ：）

《救助犬最後的遗言》的篇章：

http://soul.cn.yahoo.com/ypen/20120425/1009286.html

看了文章後才看片段。

因為有一些感覺通過文字比看片段更容易感受到。雖然是有點長但請給點耐心把他給看完。

最後，請幫忙分享給大家

*拜托。别在吃狗肉了。

謝謝。

＜肤浅＞

「有目的地刻意维持今天的一段感情。
是为明天的安排着想。
明天的事儿干不好。
都怪今天没维持得好。」

哇塞！。

怎么明天的事儿干不好
会有关系到今天的言论。？
怎么今天的言论
又可以影响明天的事儿。？
肤浅。好肤浅。
这段桥并不坚固。
摇摇晃晃的,并不安全。

好了,不会再有秘密了。
没关系吧, 都累了。

糗！

生平第一次
火车没有到站。
在校园走了大概是50米的路。
到了。放下了重重的书包。
坐了下来。
原来火车头没有开启它的引擎
没有做它应有的本份。没有到达它应该到达的目的地。
还好小黑保护得我好。应该没让我吃亏
糗！

摘自 ＜爱人＞。

•我老了， 会不会也像她去找一双耳朵？
•我已经越来越变成一个懒言的人 ， 越来越厌倦与人说真心话。
•清楚人们的真假 ， 不习惯他们的节奏。
•我是一只怪物。

THINK TWICE before entering to my blog. TQ

since i decided to public my blog

things happening now are expected.

so i dont actually feel grieved.

LOL.im not regretted.

but feeling ridiculous.

lol.

anyhow 

readers should have think twice before entering to my page.

all the while im expressing my words in this way.

maybe more agitate than this.

it's just you dont see. 

i dont live to entertain anyone of you.i dont need to.

so i think i should continue with my style of expressing myself.

(im not wrong.)

my words.my rights.

*i have no qualms about it.

( people are saying im keeping things to myself , but.

even i expressed something, people still won't get what i mean. duh. my expression seems to be so bad.)

(be open minded)

TEEHEE:)

小事一桩

不明白。还是不明白。
其实我真的不觉得怎样所以没话说。
或许是你第一次经历的关系吧
所以我应该明白你的感受。
随便啦
看清了。自然而然就会顺其自然了
就好像我觉得小事一桩你们觉得大事一样
就这样我成了可怜虫。
我很自然地过。因为它不是一件大事
随缘:)

< something more about me >

Ok. Its 1.36am now
Since i have no sleepiness here.
I'll be uploading some pichax which i like.
which i usually search in google or from the apps in purpose
I got these all under the category of < landscape >
the photos taken with the feelings that brought to me
#Peace.
# X conflict.
How nice.

my favourite

Awwww..my favourite!

i wanna go!

it makes me feel so good after taking it.

chocolate <3 p="p">

Keith

Keith. he is Hans's best friend.

Pn cheah's son.

i remember,

that day he came to my house to complete his project with Han.

i dunno why we can be so familiar.

we play with each other.

-stepping on each other's foot under the table.

-we fight.

-push push.

-run run

LOL. 

i felt his sweat on his palm. and then i asked 

'your hand sweating?' (lol..silly question)

'ya'

i think he is feeling inferior by that time.

and he never dare to touch me anymore.

then we never got the chance to play again.

actually i should have tell him that i got the disease same as him.

my palms will also sweat during the hot day.

normally when im not in a air conditional room. my palms will sweat.
terribly sweat!

this is one of the reason that why i dont like malaysia.haa.

he added me on facebook recently.

then he got to message me.

is to collaborate with me to pass the present which he bought for Han.

he want a surprise for him.

ofcause i say yes.

so i texted him when my bro is not in.

then he took a trouble to drive here and pass me the present.

lol.the very cute thing is.

i got a so call 'Thankyou gift'

Omg. i have nothing to say.haha.
Thanks:)

Here it is :D

< something to share with >

MOE.are you kidding me?!

*ok then. i have a lot of gay and lesbian friends here.

=.=!!!

*this is so lovely.

*happy family.

(mire..so your parents look in this way.)

:D

< something to share with >

LOL!

crazy night

well..its a crazy night though.
went for LJH's grandma's birthday celebration in a karaoke room.
it fits 40 ++ people inside..
cost about RM 1000++ for everything , including food.
i met up with the Hong's family and Chee's  family
which i have not been meeting them after my taiwan trip in the end of 2010.
ok..it's really fun.
we dance GANGNAM STYLE , FANTASTIC BABY and a lot more.
but gangnam and fantastic.b is the craziest where everyone came out and have their moment.
imagine.
i wore a really long dress.. and i dance FANTASTIC BABY.
i dunno how my image goes.
but when i got crazy , i dont fucking care of my image.

probably joining the Hong family to UK next year around May/June.
but even if i didn't join i will still got the chance to UK  for a survey as next year Joe is going for her further studies there and Hans is leaving the year after Joe left.
Ofcause i hope to travel with the hong family
so. im alone here with my parents.
i would never got the chance to argue and fight with my bro and sis after that.
no one will compete with me for the front passenger seat after that.
no more fetching me and there after that.
all the cars are mine.
i'll be handling everything myself including my parents.
how would it be?!?! *sigh *sigh

Graduation day.
i dont have strong feelings about that.
i dunno why.
i remember when i was in primary school
i do hope the graduation day can come faster.
i want to leave my friends and school and start my new life.
weirdo lila.haa.
and the same feeling comes.
i actually wish to have a life where every one can be open minded enough
not too persistent and not too rigid.
but this is malaysia.haa.
 i dont wanna leave my friends this time but just i want my new life, which is my college life to come faster.and then to my uni life and then to my overseas life.
i just want to leave malaysia.

will be traveling to BANGKOK after SPM for 6 days.
i seriously dont believe my mum will travel  to Bangkok.
she always like to go to those European countries like US, UK, EUROPE. ITALY and ect for shopping.
finally i got that...ms chee is going as well.and she is the one who booked the tickets.
so it's like accompanying her to Bangkok. Probably. my mum used to help her so much.
*kindly advice;
if u got the chance,must go to those european countries atleast once in life for knowledge and experience.
if can't afford that....SAVE MONEY! and go.
trust me.u will gain a lot.

ok.back to the night.
suppose to join my cousins cheong k in Giza after the celebration.
again..someone ffk.it's my bro this time. ==
so.we stayed there to 1.00++ a.m.

*happy birthday popo~.
Wishing you good fortune and longevity. :)
&
 to Han
*Happy birthday to you too.
(although u used to annoy me to death.but still i love you. :x)

OOTN.
ofcause.
"lenglui~"
"no la no la hehe". actually kinda happy inside.haha. :D

#fatty.

chill and smile :)

some people might got hurt by my posts.

im writing that.

not just to keep my blog updated.

not just to express my feelings.

not just to 'hurt' people.

but to sometimes make people realize what things going on.

 im sorrry if i hurt anyone of you here.

but im actually purposely doing it.

i mean

if you think it was you.

then u probably just realized something.

as i dont specifically stating anyone of you here.

i used to grumbled a lot about my life.

it's because my life is a complete contrast to some other's life.

maybe because imma *pisces?.

maybe because of the melancholy and moody 

it makes me a stronger man today.

somehow i will have very different opinion to the others.

people are saying ;

"you like to keep everything to yourself hurh."

it's just no one seems to understand.

you know? i actually love to share everything to everybody.

LOL.the very funny thing is.

when i started to share my stuffs and stories..

people are saying that im trying to SHOW OFF.

is SHARE=SHOW OFF?!?!?! 

wtf. Do you retards?

incase you are asking on

*how to be mature?

-when you feeling lonely , no one there to accompany.

-when you feeling distress , no one there to speak to.

-when you feeling happy , no one there to share with.

-when you facing with problem , no one bothers to help you..

-when the world doesn't understands you.

Mature is to go through all this.

only maturity can qualify a person to survive in this perilous world.

Beware! *its hard to fathom a person's mind

you might have some disagreement with all these.

just a 

*'different people , different perceptions'

situation.

chill and smile :)

be open minded.

cousins outing

im excited with the cousin outing on saturday night.

but unfortunately,

it seems have to be cancle due to everyone have their own occasions.

duhh~

i enjoy chit-chating with my cousin bro(s)..

the elder one is already 28 this year.

but we can all communicate very well..

no tears but laughters.

im feeling free and easy with them..

i think it's because most of them are boys..

and very open minded.

and they influence me abit of 'NOT TOO' close minded.

what we usually do 

-clubbing

-to the pub.

-snooker

-go for dessert ,  food.

-go for show.
-cheong k.

and come home late at night.

i wish it could be organized  within this 2 weeks.

as SPM coming SOON..

mama won't let me out anymore..

england VS malaysia.

just to share something funny to my readers.

Omg~~

I wonder.

*I wonder.
Why some of the people being so close minded. ?
I actually feel burdened talking with such a person.
I dont feel like talking facts to such kind of person as
He or she would just disagree with your opinion. Some may shake their head as a sign of disagreement to your statement while u are still SPEAKING !
This is rude. !
you dont need to dampen one's enthusiasm.
'someday you'll realize you have lost a diamond while you are busy collecting stones'


JEOLOUSY.
"Jeolousy cause someone to death. "
People jeolous about others in such tiny things. This is ridiculous.
For instance.
You study and your friend says:
"DAMN YOU!"
I was like. 😱
What the hell are you talking about !?!
Am i wronged??
nevermind.i can still endure.
This is the typical chinese act.
I dont mix well with the typical chinese around me.
Maybe there is only one among of all your friends.
But this one of it is good enough to drive me crazy.
*mind your words

the objective of writing all this 

-for me to express my feelings..

-to make people realize something.

this is not specifically stating anyone of you.

but if u think it was u.

it simply means u realized something. :)

be open minded.

病从口入，祸从口出。

＂武圣＂所言：
很多话说出了口， 就很难收回。
此话当真呀！
同样的话。可以用很多方试、很多的语气去传达。
就只看用意所在。
嘴巴犯的错 ， 别人心里受的罪。

@给与局内者与旁观者

人类很常听讲的一句话；
＂局内者迷 ， 旁观者清＂
是没错啦！
但旁观者，还是旁观者，
怎能了解当中的细节呢？！
所以说
到底是局内者迷，还是旁观者迷？
到底是旁观者清，还是局内者清？

Friday. 14th of september.

Got home at 2.20 today.
First thing when i got into the house,
Look on to the mirror.
Hollyshyytt!
VAMPIRE. !
Seriously. Panda eyes Blackheads whiteheads all pop out within 3 week. My exam week.
Hollysyyyttttt!
I quickly ran up, wash face and apply mask.
Plan to sleep for 1/2 an hour and then wash away my mask and apply another
Mask and go to sleep again.
Sleep and sleep and sleep.
When i got up its already 5.
5 in the evening!!!!!!!! I dunno why i just cant wake up even with almost 10 of the alarm were set + an really loud alarm clock.
My face got stiffed.
Woke up. Wash face. Apply mask.
Bla bla bla......... skip~

My trial exam ended yesterday. The last paper was ACCOUNT.
Well. No one got balanced. Fine. Nvm.
I did My additional math and sejarah very bad. Gonna really work very bery hard in this 1 and the half month.
Skip~

someone just not realising what the hell they were talking.
Nvm. It doesn't ruin my day. Im kinda used to it.lol. Used to it?!
Not really. Im just tolerating.
When the time comes.
I'll BOOM everything out. TEEEHEEEE. i have done my part as a friend.
Shakespear says:
'to listen or not , thats a question'
WOOTTTSSS!

To my friend. Zun.
This is the very first day your sis was not here with you. I believe u might sometimes hide yourself under the blanket and sob.haha. Funny.
Its part of life. And it beutify your life with all kinds of sensations. Jyb.
Go play with your younger sister whenever u are feeling lonely. Haha

Zoe sis.

Again. Someone is going away to UK very bery soon for further studies.
Zoe sis.
Heerm. We dont interact much
But i think i knew quite much about you thru Zun.
All the best ya. :)

im so flexible hurh?! haa.

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你。。曾了解过『双鱼』吗。。？

雙魚是孤獨的，從來不喜歡和別人搶東西
希望在身邊的人都是心甘情願的留下來。
人來人往中，要雙魚對一個人上心不容易

初接觸雙魚的人都被他那種不冷不熱的態度嚇走了。
但真正走進雙魚心裡的人，就會發現雙魚對人好

對於魚兒來說，世界上最重要的東西是感情
一條精神上滿足的魚，可以沒有其他東西，就已經是最幸福的人。

任何感情對於雙魚來說都是重要的
愛情很重要，但不見得會比親情更重要
在雙魚的眼中，感情是單純的，是單獨的。
魚可以原諒對方的一切，只要那個人是真心對他好的。
對魚魚來說，每個人都是特別的

雙魚座容易相信別人，容易被騙。
很在乎朋友親人又常常懶得聯繫，很宅懶得走動。
要不很沉默內斂，要嘛high起來讓人覺得很搞笑。
喜歡很開心地笑，其實很多時候不知道為什麼而開心。
要嘛很潔癖，要嘛就是環境毀滅者。
要嘛超勤快要嘛又小懶蟲一個。
吃軟不吃硬，喜歡裝堅強。

雙魚座的他們是一個很難理解的星座，因為她的性格太多元化。
他可以幽默，可以冷漠，可以柔弱，可以堅強
可以成熟，可以天真，可以精明，可以傻氣

說話往往口是心非，你們永遠猜不透他們在想什麼。
不要說他們是在裝，其實這才是真正的雙魚
一個千變萬化的魚。

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0248. 09. 09. Saturday. Bed. Sunny.

I have a lot to write.
I have time to write.
But im feeling to bed now.
So.
Write only when im feeling to.
Whatcha am i talking about. MOFO.
Goodnight :)

#1

Add math day.

So tired after 'squeezing' out all the method from my head to solve additional math. But.
Still mati. Thats all i can do Just hope for a pass. Omg.
Slept 2 and the half hours to regenerate my brain cells. Hah Woke at 5 and i was like.
"huh,, slept so long "
Still got 36 definitions to go.
**sigh sigh sigh.

一路顺风。

在明天的中午3：30 分， 有人即将离开大马
飞往台湾就学。

他是我在众人中最敬爱的黄伟建先生
一路顺风。 你应该不会忘了我吧。
我是你的接班人叻。
改天带我们去玩。
因为是考试期间。所以送不到机。
再见了：）
也别忘了我们的约定。
应该是在于明年的8月1日吧还是7月28，29，30，31。😄。不懂。
我也尽量实现我们的约定啦。哈！
掰掰 👋
JUST DO IT.

Satisfied night.

I knew its too negative here. Readers dont like.And So i do.
But its only place for me to release my words and stress. It works. Really.
Hah. Im today feeling better :p. weeeee. Its quite a satisfying night for me. Haha.
Goodnight :)

Sunday. Home. Sunny

Haah
It dont seems to be a good day neither.

( I swear i wont be like you I knew how my children would feel. )

Im trying to protect both party.
Im feeling distress
Very very distress
Dont bring me to death.
I dont deserve to.

我烦时。

我烦事
我还是可以跟你们玩笑
我很烦时
我没想要把话给说出去时
基本上 我根本不想说话。
就只是不想说话而已
很奇怪咩？？
很厉害咩？
奇怪的人类。

lets see

too much of 'negativity'..

lets see would i have some 'positivity' today.....

:D

心痛
还比
胫痛
痛。

亲人。

误会
是因为lack of communication.
更成一步的误会
是因为有人在煽风
有人在点火
自己却不知道自己在煽风在点火的人。

别告诉我他有多坏
因为他是我的亲人
不想听你讲他的坏
我非听不可
因为你也是我的亲人。

你与我分享
可否想过？
那我还可以与谁分享。

我才十七
我心里的一根刺
什么时候才可以消灭？
面具什么时候才可以不用再带？